Focusing on Positivity
Posted on Sat May 12th, 2012 @ 6:19am by Lieutenant Alexandria Maxis
Alexandria, after meeting the ambassador, went to her quarters to meditate. The rude male seemed to make it his goal to antagonize everyone. Becoming only moderately irritated with his behavoir, Alex knew she needed to relax. "It's a shame that he brought hostility aboard. Everyone was just getting used to each other's presence. I can only imagine how some of his commands will upset Captain soon." She murmured as she took off her jacket and sat cross legged on the bed.
Closing her eyes and breathing in slowly, Alex focused her mind on positivity. She first thiught of her time with her parents when they were able to be together. Then she began to move her mind forward slowly going through her positive memories and seeing how the majority of them involved pleasing her parents. From excelling in her private studies with her tutors to pleasing her professors at the Academy. She noticed that she might have a vain and prideful streak to be using these type of memories to calm herself. Alex then began to spread her happiness slowly around the ship in small amounts so that everyone would have at least a slighty better day and mindset or at least a little of the confidence she had.
Opening her eyes, she stood and then stretched a bit lazily. "I hope no one will mind my stress release activity. Oh, it's late. I should sleep while I can. God can only laugh at what may happen tomorrow." Moving to her bathroom she began to fall into routine to prepare to sleep. Right before going into a light doze she began to wonder how much of a coincidence that there are many El-Aurians aboard, an ostracized Romulan crew member, and their ambassador is Romulan. In her drifting thoughts, she couldn't help but to wonder what Star Fleet could be planning.